Been awake since just after 4am, played June’s Journey, did some mindless scrolling, watched the end of Dead Blue Sea and now watching Jaws 3D. Am I tired? Yup…oh and I did some updating banking while thinking of canned pie fillings.
Yup, tired and have no reason why I didn’t just roll over and go back to sleep. Okay, maybe that’s the completely honest, more like not the full story, I was thinking how I only have today to reach the end of a june’s journey game that’s been played out for the last 7 days and I would be really upset if I missed the rewards simply cause I didn’t play.
Dumb? Of course, but there it is and how many of us have done something similar? Maybe not a game, but a book chapter, forced run because if we don’t we’ll feel guilty and besides that’s supposed to be good for us so it doesn’t count…wrong. I play june’s journey for relaxation, to escape from whatever, my mental health…just as important as that run when barely awake.
Similar because we allow ourselves to become too stressed to do them. We become locked into what we perceive as personal satisfaction, enjoyment at the end. And that’s when the lines blur…who or what is now in control making the decisions…us or our activities?
Then again I could just be rambling due to tiredness and scratching eyes and brain.